So... I went on my first date last weekend. That's... Mind-boggling. But anyway, it was not meant to be since there was a blatant lack of chemistry.
Either way, she was leaving for East Malaysia for good in a month's time so it wasn't a viable situation.
And as Sabr aptly puts it, I'm a lover boy: constantly swooning over someone else, usually out of reach (for a killer combo of logistical and emotional reasons).
So until the next date (whenever that may be), I guess I'm an acquaintance or a friend. And nothing more.
It's pretty frustrating to be a realist while still succumbing to the delusions of naive love.
For my wellbeing, I should stop dreaming of you. It's also concerning that I said "should" instead of "need to".
Either way, she was leaving for East Malaysia for good in a month's time so it wasn't a viable situation.
And as Sabr aptly puts it, I'm a lover boy: constantly swooning over someone else, usually out of reach (for a killer combo of logistical and emotional reasons).
So until the next date (whenever that may be), I guess I'm an acquaintance or a friend. And nothing more.
It's pretty frustrating to be a realist while still succumbing to the delusions of naive love.
For my wellbeing, I should stop dreaming of you. It's also concerning that I said "should" instead of "need to".
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