Friday 30 August 2019

Revise

Just a little reflection piece on the existence of this space.

You know, writing, and I guess, content creation as a whole, is hard. It's a commitment, and unfortunately, it takes up a lot of time and energy to do this!

And having subscribe to numerous YouTube channels and podcasts, I am beginning to see the amount of effort required, even from myself, to provide content. Because that's ultimately what this blog is about. Content.

This space has served so many purposes, from opinion pieces, to creative expression, to diary/journal entries, and it's the creator's dilemma on churning out content versus providing quality reads.

I feel as though I'm not providing enough content for this space, and that's frustrating. But on the flipside, it's because I'm making/implementing positive strides in my life that I don't need to turn to this space.

I guess all I'm saying is that I'm aware of this place, and that even though the audience is ultimately just going to comprise of me, that I'll work to provide better content.

I'll also need to dig up a bunch of drafts I've left behind so... Watch this space!

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Tuesday 6 August 2019

Lean

These past months have been pretty crazy. Here's the reason.


The things you've made me do:

- Read up on dog breeds which are hypoallergenic and don't shed, due to your asthma
- Study Malaysian spiders as I re-explore my issue with the fear of cockroaches
- Plan for events six months ahead instead of living week by week
- Re-learn what it means to interact with strangers, and liking them
- Learn to be more expressive of my feelings and emotions
- Memorise lyrics to Disney songs
- Understand that it's okay to shift arm positions even when I'm too preoccupied with holding your hand
- Shamelessly gobble up more than one serving of food
- Spend money on others rather than myself

The things you've prevented me from doing:

- Not be loved

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