Tuesday 28 April 2009

Sunday 26 April 2009

When can I feel that way again?

Just trying to express myself, so for those who can't take romance, go to the right panel of this blog and click on a different link

P.S. This is totally spontaneous so it may sound crappy. But, here goes...


Wherever you may hide, I'll search the stars even if you don't abide

You're the sunset in my eternal skies, I'll just wait for you my butterfly



Even amidst a storm you look so calm, but it's as though there were solar flares at my palms

Paintings says a thousand words, yet your beauty can never be potrayed

Whenever you're near, it's just like having me use my last gasp of oxygen

Off the shores I'll still relay my light, until the moment that you take sight



In the end, it's just you at left aside. I wonder when will I be by your side?

Friday 24 April 2009

Turn Back The Pendulum (screw it if its copyrighted)

Why turn back time when you can erase it? Some people ask that question, most just ignore it. Sure, you can try to forget it but of what use? I mean, I'd rather remember as much as I can about anything cause there was a saying that went "You don't know what you got until its gone". So, Pauline here's your request.
Okay, turning back time, it was around the start of October last year. I was doing regular free-time stuff and I realised...
*Isaac is kacau-ing me from blogging, hold on*
Okay, where was I? Oh right! I realised that there was this cat staying in the cupboard at the front porch of my house. My mom suspected that it was having kittens so...
*Dammit, Danny kacau this time...*
so we decided to let them hitch a while at the house. Then, the kitties came along!
Sure, they weren't actually what I call "cute" at first...

*Bugger... Chin now... *
But, they grew eventually...
Introducing...


Momma Mona (it was a instant-idea thing)

From left: Adventure (yea, he is like his namesake)
Lisa (the innocent one)
and Nas (the very quiet one)


Crank (earlier known as Gnarl, go figure why is he named that), Adventure and clumsy Nas
Amy, the fiercer version of Lisa but can still be quiet after a while

All of them playing when mama's gone


Hey, Lisa and Nas, look up la!
The not-so-smart-that-time Adventure... oh Adventure

Siblings pic, Aww


Goodnitez

A farewell hug to you guys, I'm really gonna miss you...

Saturday 18 April 2009

Amazing music

Just balik-ed from my dinner and logged into msn. Right away, Isaac gave me this link to listen to and it's wonderful. So, take a look (the last 2 minutes was a waste of time to me though)



Oh, here's the links of the pics on Larian SMKDU 09, but since my cam sucks, some may be blurry.

http://picasaweb.google.com/bladehunta93fang/LarianSMKDU09

Friday 17 April 2009

Not really important

Today, on the way to from by bus I was thinking:(not to sound egoistic or anything but...) they're so many (how to put it in the least offending way?) people who are either wasting their life away or wasted theirs already that somehow gets to couple up with others. As I said, I'm trying the VERY LEAST to be egoistic cos I hate that part of me...

Okay, I'll just use an example to hurt less. Lets say there's this cake you like to have, but you don't have enough cash, so you work you butt off just to get it. You work so hard, the cake was on your mind the entire time and nothing else seems to be significant to care about. But, in the end another dude/dudette snicks all of it, leaving you with nothing at all.

G-damit, it's so hard to type something you want to criticise on and not criticise at all. Arrgh, can't tahan no more. I mean, who would want to befriend moreover couple with an arse or a bee-yatch? But still, they're made for each other... And in the end, all the good guys die

I assure you, I'm still sane while typing this post. Just releasing tension and some greeness. On the up side, I can't wait for Dylan's Birthday Bash! We're gonna rock his world for the 4th time!!

So on a high-er note, this is Fang signing out

Sunday 12 April 2009

Merentas Desa, or now known as Larian SMKDU

What is there to say? Run, finish run, drink 100 Plus, try to escape school but failed. Yeah, that's about it. After that there was a tree-planting event by the LEOs and sh!t happened in the process... Yea. Don't want to blog about it... Nah, to disturbing. Will post some pics soon, just too lazy now. Just wanna relax and clear my head. Fang, signing out.

Friday 3 April 2009

Tag...Whee!!

By now, you guys should be familiar with this tags... So I'll save the explanation...Sorry Megan, I saw Danny's tag first. Tag time!

1) The person who tagged you is:
Danny

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
Classmates from Form 1 till 3 and still best buddies ;]

3) Your first impression of him/her is:
He's big...(hey, it's the truth!)

4) The most memorable moments with him/her:
Moments ar? All of 'em! No dull moments

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
...... because the force of the object was so fast it ripped a vortex and thus creating a miniature black hole (no shit...)

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Use Thein to replace me

7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:
His choice to marry me... >.<

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
Duel with him Gundam-to-Gundam!!

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Kicking one another's ass in something

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Jam, for Nokia says "Music Connects" (or something like that)

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
Best friend, me being Spongebob and he being Patrick (not that he;s dumb or anything...)

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Myself...Hmm, me?

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Idiocracy at times?

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:
Me 15 years from now...egonya

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Care: I love you too. Like: It defers here and there...

16) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you. (in what way??)

1. Danny (screw it that you tagged me)
2. Megan (likewise)
3. Kevin (too bad you don't blog)
4. Henry (you too)
5. Thein (you three)
6. Kai Sheng (you four)
7. Chin (blog soon!!)
8. Dylan (blog on this yea!)
9. Joshua Tan
10. Hui Hsien
11. Anybody else that I've left out/ bothered to tag someone else

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with:
He prefers to be single and horny

18) Is 9 a male or female:
Male...

19) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
It WOULD be. But the chances are: WOW (Way Out of Wonders)!

20) What is 2 studying at the moment:
Not sure... Fashion??

21) When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
Half-an-hour ago

22) What kind of music does 8 like:
The I-never-heard-of-that-song-before songs

23) Does 1 have any siblings:
2 older

24) Will you woo 3:
Woo!! Surely NO!

25) How about 7:
No way...

26) Is 4 single:
We agreed to be single, and we're loving it

27) What's the surname of 5:
I better not post cos I'm not sure and he's could literally rip me in half if I get it wrong

28) What's the hobby of 5:
Something VERY private

29) Do 5 and 9 get along well:
Very

30) Where is 2 studying at:
4 Keruing

31) Say something casual about your eyes:
Brown and blind

32) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 (see Danny's, lol):
I'll be mightily screwed

33) Where does 9 live:
TTDI

34) What colours does 4 like:
My guesses red

35) Are 5 and 1 good friends:
Pretty

36) Does 7 like 2:
I thought so at first No

37) How did you get to know 2:
In Form 2

38) Does 1 have any pets:
The weirdest dog I ever knew...

39) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
Sexy, no. High, now we're talking xP

Patches

Okie... Sorry for the uber emo post. I swore tears rolled when I typed that. Just went to Ipoh today where my grandaunt's ashes are kept, in a temple. The stupid (honestly, it is) thing is that at the temple, when everyone was entering a separate chamber where the get to pay their respects, me, my cousin and my uncle were held back by me ultra-superstitious grandmother. Her excuse: Cos we all were born in the year of the Monkey as our zodiac and that there'll be bad conflict and omens if we were to enter. Seriously, WTF right? I never heard this much BS before... Still damn pissed...

And for the previous post, I was so focused on posting that I left some gaps of info left behind.

1. Yes, the person I was referring to was a she. My grandaunt to be exact. She lived at Singapore and suffered dementia, which explains the constant forgetting.

2. The last line of the 1st paragraph, ok... This is pretty long story but oh well, I'm blogging right?

Ok, it started with all my agenda being soooo jam-packed that there doesn't seem to be a way to slow my life down. Then came Cheryll's tragic accident. It acted like a handbrake that made me come to my senses, seeing that life's not all about juggling all sorts of doo-dads; it's about living the life. Then weeks later, my grandaunt moved on to the afterlife... She used to give me advice almost everytime she sees me before she had dementia.

I think that's all I left out... Alright, for now, I'm signing out