Monday 18 March 2019

Devoid

I'm trying something out here, in which I'll vomit out my thought process with minimal edits and no review. All without context, because I'm an idiot and it's my say-so. Here goes:



This is a "it's not you, it's me" situation.

It's not your fault. You couldn't change her. You could work on yourself, but this isn't about you now. It's her. This is her choice.

You can either reject it, or accept it. Nothing you do can influence this outcome. Only she has the power to change this.

Nothing has changed, in a good way. You're still in a good spot. You're alive. She's alive. Just untethered from one another. Isn't that your choice, though? Thinking that you were somewhat connected despite all the adversity out there?

Never mind that. No victim blaming. You don't win here. You can only pick yourself up and move on. Keep moving. You've done this before. Ish. Well, not really.

Take a breather. Go for that stupid run to put your fragility into perspective and reforge yourself.

You've always wanted the ball on her court to be passed on. She's made her decision. What's yours?

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