Chicago

The 4th of July represents the Independence Day for the United States.  Thus, Gordon grabbed Yen Fei and I along for a 6-man vacation to Chicago, Illinois to witness firsthand how it was celebrated there.

So the 6-hour roadtrip resulted in a overexposure of Gordon, Yen Fei, and my personal stories.  Hearing theirs, which were rather saddening and moving, filled with trials, makes me feel like I'm a sucky person.  I mean, I've always had it easy and I guess as much as they will not want my sympathy, I can't help but feel sad for the situation.  It was also rather therapeutic to just lay it all out for friends to listen to your story, sort of like a coming clean scenario.  

The drive back from Illinois was more personal though, as they talked about their intimate relationships and how they think their partner should be treated, touching on stuff mainly from second base.  Honestly, I felt extremely exposed and awkward during that time.  I guess I wasn't used to discussing about these issues, like how to kiss a lover and things along those lines.  But those two weren't flaunting or boasting; it was just a healthy discussion on personal matters.  Moreover, I guess I was a bit sad at that moment as I've yet to have those emotions, to experience that moment.  Sigh... the hopeless/ hopeful romantic in me.  I suppose that I'll need more time to get accustomed to that topic, but I respect whatever they said.

In fact, the talks made me feel more invigorated.  I've gotten more determined to find that special someone, and I have grown significantly wiser from the roadtrip.  Simply put:

"Epiphanies in contact.  This resolve is made from being broken!"

I'll upload some pictures once Leo gets them up, as he had good shots on his camera.  My phone, not so much.

Farewell, for now.

With a Little Help from My Friends - Jim Sturgess