Had a great time with the "Usual Gang", celebrating both Chin's birthday as well as Kevin's. Both TGI Friday-mandatory speeches were interesting. But whatever. We had a nice dinner together, and some oddly not-so-boring walk around the One Utama shopping center. We even circled the entire premise twice, each time on a different floor.
It was nice being in the company of friends. I think I've yearned to spend too much alone-time in the recent months. So I was just pondering a few moments ago about my predicament. Fine, that meltdown a few days back. I started to think about it big-scale, and have (sort of) reached an acceptable hypothesis: I'm constantly saddened by it because I've never found a particular experience/ memory that was more joyful and meaningful than that. Not just that, I've yet to meet someone who's willing to spend time with me, be it the bad side or the good side of the coin. I just need... either a timeout, or a time extension.
Though I've yet to delve into that department of trifles.
Friends, Lovers, Or Nothing - John Mayer
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