Sometimes I ask myself why do I feel sad, and sometimes... I can't find the answer for it.
I talked to Hanan and Savannah yesterday about motivations and drive, and I feel that mine spawns from guilt. The former tells me to let go, and she's right. I should.
I shouldn't be weighed down by anyone. I don't think they want that as well. It's the fear of finding a new drive that gets me. But I need to start looking after myself and not look for affirmation from others.
I need to believe that I deserve more. Otherwise, this might just eat me up.
I talked to Hanan and Savannah yesterday about motivations and drive, and I feel that mine spawns from guilt. The former tells me to let go, and she's right. I should.
I shouldn't be weighed down by anyone. I don't think they want that as well. It's the fear of finding a new drive that gets me. But I need to start looking after myself and not look for affirmation from others.
I need to believe that I deserve more. Otherwise, this might just eat me up.
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